A guest post – poem by Erynn Joe
“Fear of Love”
Love runs deep,but pain runs deeper.
Cursing and fighting only getting steeper..
Bringing up a past
we knew would never last.
God has a plan in store for you and I.
I promised myself, “No matter how tough I will not cry”.
I love you a lot and I’m afraid to let you go.
God show us the way, I can’t make the same mistake more times in a row.
The strength I have gets weak when I’m with you
Shaking from the hurt because I can’t make “us” without “U”.
This pain is so strong
and lasting much too long.
What should I do?
Crying out to God because I’m ready for the rescue.
Praying that the love I have for you goes away.
Inside are the tears that will not fade, or disappear.
And loving you was never hard, it was always a fear.
Instead of fighting I would rather pull myself away..
But the truth of the matter is deep in my heart, I truly want to stay.
…I Love You